I looked at the moon and realized that this will be the second time I will look at the full moon since the lockdown. It was only than that I realized that two months had passed. Time goes by too slow and too fast at the same time.
Dezember 29, Tuesday
I feel empty, no energy left inside of me. Being awake is so exhausting that I have to lay down every two hours.
Dezember 22, Tuesday
Seconds, Seconds, Seconds, Seconds,
Minutes, Minutes, Minutes,
Dezember 21, Monday
My mother was diagnosed with covid and brought into the hospital immidiately. We do not know if she will make it. She has asthma. I fear for her life.
Dezember 24, Monday
Only seeing my parents through windows. We can´t see each others faces. It´s christmas eve. My mother is still trying to fight covid in the hospital. She gets weaker day by day.
January 03, Sunday
Ten days self quarantine in someone elses appartment.
I have migrene since I arrived.
It´s time to go home.